S’more and More Joy

I FEEL SO AH-LIVE

I don’t know the last time I felt this human!!

I have such a joy deep within my spirit

everything is so lovely and so beautiful

And this is why:

I don’t exactly know what happened, but somehow something in me got serious about getting better and fighting

I decided to nix calorie counting

AND

forget the scale.

I relinquished my control & hold on nutrition and weight and calories into the hands of The almighty and Loving God of the universe.

I believe that God has created every human body and that he understands it & what it needs faaaaar beyond what I do.

And its strange, God created bodies to be healthy. When I listen to my body, I sometimes find that I am hungry because I need another snack.  Bodies know what to do if we would just listen to them!

The first step was very verrrry hard, and I will admit that I have fallen and counted calories a weee bit

BUT the vast majority of my eats have been uncounted and  full of mental nutrition!! The best kind!

IT IS SO WORTH IT!!!!

aoie!!!htfn!gtsergtaoidjjt4eoi <Happy fingers 🙂

I have noticed that I have more oppurtunity to love and embrace people when I don’t worry about myself

It is Fantastic ❤

SOooooooo today, my lovely brother decided to have a smore, actually 4 s’mores. lol but as he was making it, I remembered that S’mores USED to be one of my absolutely favourite foods ever. So on a whim I decided to have one as well. I ate it and savoured it with thee biggest smile across my face 🙂

What the picture lacks in quality was made up for in deee-lish-ee-ous-ness

And as I ate it this delicious confection my body was filled with  un-needed empty calories, and my soul was filled with much needed healing calories :)It was magnificent and a HUGE step in getting better

Getting better is worth all the pain and all the stress that comes with it

❤ Kaity