Lights, Nights, & Knights

Hello Lovelys!!

Oh me oh my! it seems as if it has been so long since my last post!!

Thankyou all so much for your wonderful comments!! They helped me A TONN!!!

Mmmm lets seeee. Where do I even start!!! Well, last time I left you, my loves, I was on the road toΒ quitting calorie counting and weighing myself dailyΒ and although it has been SOOO HARD and I’ve fallen and listened to anorexiasaurus a couple of times, I am soo happy to say that I have been resisting with the help of Jesus.

And let me just say, I HAVE NEVER FELT SO ALIIIIIVE!!!

LIFE as evidenced from my doodles during church :):)

There is such a bright beautiful side to life once you come awake from the sleep of anorexia.

I have been conquering food challenges left and right through the help of my Valiant Knight, Jesus!

KEY LIME PIE! (in a throw away plate with a throw away fork at a family picnic)!! It twas soooo goood!

Meal I had at my grad party. YES THAT IS A REAL LIVE HOT DOG!

Cake at my grad party!!! STRAWLBERRY πŸ™‚ my favouuurite

πŸ™‚ another piece of cake (I had two pieces of cake in one day πŸ™‚ AND I DIDNT DIE OR GAIN 93875384975 POUNDS OR ANYTHING πŸ™‚ I did however gain more life πŸ™‚

Such a good omlette! Made with 1 egg and a buncha egg whites, and then filled with cheeeeseee everywhere! and pumpkin and spaghetti sauce and other beautiful ingredients πŸ™‚

i ate this when i had absolutley no hunger but needed to eat otherwise i'd be obeying anorexiasaurus and killing myself. SOO I decided to eat High ENERGY and Low bulk. So I ate a fear food! I CONQUERED GRANOLAAAA!!! deelish πŸ™‚ i also had greeky yogurt and a sunbutter&pumpkin&jam tortilla wrap πŸ™‚ Oh all the life i recieved from this πŸ™‚

Kashi heart to heart is such a beautiful cereal <3All the edible hearts remind me that when I eat them I am loving my body and recieiving love to share with all πŸ™‚

DOES ANYONE ELSE LOVE MUSTARD AS MUCH AS I DO?! I COULD EAT THIS STUFF ON EVERYTHING LATLEY!

Mini blueberry lemon muffins πŸ™‚

Oatmeal conconction πŸ™‚ Ive let go of my kashi GLC and have been trying different breakfasts πŸ™‚ Its so freeing πŸ™‚

Β AND LOOK WHATS BEEN GROWING AS I HAVE BEEN GROWING!!

I planted a sunflower seed and it has been growing sooo much! It is currently 7.5 Inches tall!!

i made the cup its in πŸ™‚ day oneGaze upon its beauty!

Gaze upon its beauty!

Mmmmm and One more thing!! I just started my first REAL JOB! I work at a day care with the …toddlers…THEY ARE CRAAAAZY! But I LOOVE THEM! Needless to say, I have not had much energy left over to work out latley, soOOOOoo

I HAVE NOT WORKED OUT ALLL WEEK!!!!! AND I FEEL GREAT!!! My soul feels so joyful and jubilant!!Β  πŸ˜€

So I guess that is all I have for now

And with that I bid you much adeau ❀

P.S. Tell Me what you guys think!? I am new to “blogging” and everything Soooo I guesss just tell me what you guys would like me to write about or whatever! I would LOOOOOOOVE any and all input πŸ™‚

<3333Kaity

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13 responses to “Lights, Nights, & Knights

  1. squigglefloey

    Oh my goodness!!! This post is FILLED with accomplishments! You did so amazing with your recovery and made so many excellent choices!
    It’s definitely hard for me to eat when I’m not feeling hungry, so MAJOR props on being able to feed your body fear foods even(!) when you weren’t feeling hunger.

    And congrats on the job! πŸ™‚ This is my first time here, but I’ll def. come back–super inspiring πŸ™‚

    ps. did u grad from HS? college?

    • πŸ™‚ Yay! Im glad I can inspire πŸ™‚
      I just graduated from HS a couple of weeks ago and am attending college in thee fall πŸ™‚

      • squigglefloey

        Congrats!
        Where are you attending college?
        When I was in recovery PHP we would always go on walks after our meals. Def. helped so much. I should probably start doing that now, as it might help my eating, but I’m always too busy with school work…
        And, yes, thinking of our food as medicine is so very helpful. Because, for us, that is so much the case
        xoxo.

      • I am going to a small private college in Florida πŸ™‚ im suuuuper excited πŸ™‚ Im in Ohio now so its pretty far away πŸ™‚ But I think the change will be good for me since I cannot take the cold!
        Oh and I meant to mention on your blog, but I love that your wrote about your poop on your blog! It made me lol out loud! lol well that sounds kinda weird. buuut anyways

        <3Kaity

  2. Congratulations on trying and enjoying so many foods!
    I try to do the same, but the guilt after is still too hard :/
    I can’t wait to hear more about your job!

    • It is really hard sometimes. I have a lot of guilt after eating fear foods too, but I find that if I distract myself and my mind after eating it helps A LOT. I usually go on a short walk after eating a fear food with either my dog or a family member and it is very helpful. It also helps if you think of the food that your eating as like a medicine that will help you get well and restore joy and life to your soul! I wish you the best of luck πŸ™‚

      <3Kaity

  3. Wow u r really conquering this! Keep it up

  4. Good for you girl! Keep it up–I swear it only gets better from here. Once you realize how happy you can be when you let go of all your fears, you’re on your way to being healed. Wonderful blog–can’t wait to be a regular reader πŸ™‚

  5. I guess all I can say is CONGRATS ON THE FOOD CHALLENGES! Socially eating is LIVING. Energy is LIVING. Being FREE OF ED is LIVING!

    Okay I lied, that’s not all I can say!

    Your plant is so adorable, it’s awesome that you like your job, your blog is fantastic, and I’m happy I found it.

    NOW I’m done lol

    ~Alexandra

  6. I really like your blog! It looks like you are eating lots of yummy food and that’s awesome! Have a great week πŸ™‚

  7. I’ve just recently started reading your blog and I love it! This post especially made me very happy! You should be SO proud of yourself! You overcame so many obstacles and that is so awesome!! I love your perspective on recovery! I also LOVE how you say you’re “gaining life back.” I always think that to myself when I challenge my ED thoughts/fears. There is so much more to life than an ED and you are proving that! I look forward to reading more of your blog! And by the way, all your food looks yummy! Hope you’re having a great day! =D
    ❀ Megan

  8. Aww you’re amazing Kaity and I am so happy for you being happy!! Keep moving forward and let the love of God shower you with more blessings and more reasons to smile each day. You are so worth life!

    Much love
    Nat xoxo

  9. LOVE to hear you sounding so upbeat and happy! You seem to have the right attitude and i really hope it continues:) now that you’ve been given a little taste of freedom, i hope you continue to strive x

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