I am so ALIVE!!!!!!!!!! :)D!!:!)!:!_)!:)!:)!:!!
Lovely ladies, I don’t even know where to begin! Life has been unfolding so fast for me latley as I have let go of calorie counting!!! INTUITIVE EATING IS SOOO FREEING!!
Come and Join Me In Recovery and Come to Life!!
There is so much life awaiting you !
Your beautiful soul is just waiting and longing to come to life!!
Don’t listen to EDDY any more!!! You are so much more than your body
YOU ARE NOT A BODY! YOU ARE A SOUL! WHAT YOU HAVE IS A BODY!!
If you can’t tell, I am doing so well : ) Operation Restore my Metabolism worked fabulously and I have had so much energy and LIFE latley!!
Its so great and so freeing to go to work with my wonderful monsters (toddlers) and have enough energy and life to carry them, hold them, run with them, and clean up their messes!
Last friday I challenged myself. I gave up my carefully calculated breakfast meals in place for completley free, and completly uncalculated breakfasts.
I switched over to oatmeal.
Every morning I challenged myself to have a different creation.
Free of calculated calories and nutrition
Free to listen to my mind and my body.
I AM SO FREE!!
BEHOLD THEIR BEAUTY!
I have also had so ososoososos much ice cream this week!!!
I don’t know why. But Ice creams one of those foods that I don’t really fear too much. I mean I do sometimes. But I think I just love it too much to give it up!
A couple of months ago when I was in the midst of ED, I NEVER allowed myself to have sugar. I think thats why whenever I eat a dessert or even fruit with a little honey I feel like such an overcomer!! Deserts are afterall my favourite : )
I Also made WONDERFUL! (almost ) VEGAN cupcakes!!!!!
and I had two today
AND I DIDN’T FREAK OUT OR ALLOW EDDY TO DESTROY MY MIND!!
So Osososo Good
One last food picture !
Also I managed to talk to a suuuper cute boy while I was there 🙂 Eating well for my body has given me so m uch more confidence! Not even my mom could believe that I managed to talk to a complete stranger boy. Who happened to be attractive!!!
I Love farmers markets. ! They are so beautiful and natrual and real and lovely. I wish I could do all of my grocery shopping that way. I also have dreams of someday selling my own wonderful baked goods at one 😉
A poem found its way into my mind this morning!
I don’t know if its any good, but I thought I’d post it anyways considering it concerns ED and Recovery.
So without further adieu (lol sp?), I present you with a poem straight from my mind:
I didn’t feel beautiful
And I didn’t feel pretty
I didn’t feel attracitve
And I didn’t feel like I was worth anything.
The bones upon my back
And up and down my spine
Cry at to my soul
and say “we’re not fine fine fine!”
This isn’t human
And this isn’t right.
You’re more than just flesh.
Why must your skin be spread so tight
–Across your bones And across your organs
Across your sternum and over
That make up your hips
They’re meant to be hidden treasures
Unseen to the eye
You’re not meant to float away,
YOU’RE MEANT TO FLY FLY FLY!!
So don’t let Ana, or any other beast
Pile up your bones
As you’ve been laid to sleep.
Lol thats it. I feel sorta silly posting it, but it felt sosoososososoos great to write it down this morning!!