Sorry for my lack of posting. I have been SO busy!
I am actually LOVING college life. lol such a HUGE difference since my last post.
I DO NOT HAVE ANOREXIA AND ANOREXIA DOES NOT HAVE ME!
I have had ice cream every single night ! I have eaten white bread because no other is avaliable! I have eaten ENOUGH! I have eaten MORE than enough! I have been spontaneous and eaten candy at a movie! I have chewed gum! I’ve snacked and tried new things! !!! I HAVE NOT WEIGHED MYSELF IN WHO KNOWS HOW LONG! AND I DON’T WANT TO!
I feel it.
The first couple days of actually meeting my calorie requirements were dark and scary.
But as I kept/keep pushing through, I get stronger and stronger and BETTER.
Much of my self doubt is going away. Im learning how to interact with others better.
Seriously girlies (guys?) Anorexia sucks. It kills your mind and your soul. Its so over rated. Who needs anorexia when you can be full of life and living!!! FOOD IS JUST FOOD! Once you begin eating enough, I have found that food obsession goes away! Its fantastic!!!
So join me in this celebration of life!! Join me in beating anorexia!! Join me in LETTING GO! Join me in being alive.